Charlie Wears No Ties

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MOVING

As I'm moving to a higher ground...
This blog will temporary be closed.

BUT!
you may visit my new storage:

http://wyleen.multiply.com

Never Been Better

I have just finished the first season of Gilmore Girls.
I really wanted to stay in the couch the whole day and never think about work or the pressures brought about by work for the coming day (MONDAY)

So! I sat here and watched the whole season. Hehehe..
I feel so happy. :D
Well.. not happy.. happy.. but happy "relax" kind of happy.

I just wish they'd given TRISTAN a better air time on season 1.
I really liked him. I think there's more to that "rude-rich guy" image.
Plus! I honestly think he's an eye candy... hehehe...
Maybe, I'm gonna buy the OTC DVD, on thursday.

But I can't wait till Jess shows up in the picture. hehehe..
That'll make Rory's life interesting..

Till then, I'll have to wait for the weekend.

I'll be working tonight.
At least I'm happy.

Around this time, 3 yrs ago...I had the worst week.
But I'm happy for you. Wish you the best. I learned alot. Thanks =)

Bitiw

Minsan ang buhay ay parang isang roller coaster ride. Mabilis magbago ang estado at kinalalagyan mo. Kailangan mong sabayan ang lahat, kahit na nahihirapan ka na. Hindi ka daw dapat susuko kahit anong hirap na ng sitwasyon.. dahil sa huli..hahanap hanapin mo ung kakaibang feeling .. kakaibang HIGH!


Tama walang laglagan
At sama-samang hanapin ang liwanag
At tayo'y magpapaalon sa isang daluyong
Na maghahatid sa atin
Sa isang mahabang panaginip
'di na hihinto

Chorus 1:
'wag kang bibitiw bigla
'wag kang bibitiw bigla
Higpitan lang ang 'yong kapit
Maglalayag patungong langit

Teka, kaya ba natin 'to
Kung hindi na'y aakayin ka't
Itatayo 'yun-'yon
Kaya hanggang ngayon
Tuloy-tuloy, tuloy-tuloy, tuloy

Repeat chorus 1

Chorus 2:
'wag kang bibitiw bigla
Pikit ang 'yong mga mata
Higpitan lang ang 'yong kapit
Maglalayag patungong langit

Ating tinig, ating himig
Abot langit
Heto na tayo (heto na tayo) 2x

Repeat chorus 1 & 2

Heto na tayo (heto na tayo) 3x

Happy Feet

I want to watch this film ( IMAX!!! )

In pain

I'm not suppose to blog for a month. I'm trying not to express my feelings right now. I'm trying to keep them to myself. Focusing on work and worrying about schedules and migrations.

After what I said to J last friday, I decided not to think about work.
Erase the stress even for one weekend. I deserve this.

I wanted to be with my family and enjoy their company. I felt blessed because last year same date, there were major family problems...

I know that the feelings and anguish have somehow subsided. But the hurt is still here.

Charlie came back.

I feel pathetic today. Nagagalit din ako, dahil wala akong magawa.
Namamanhid na din kasi ako. And I know it'll be a waste of effort to force anyone to change. Pero ang nakakatawang isipin, umaasa pa din akong magbabago siya.

Nahihirapan akong isipin kung ano ang mas nakakasakit initindihin. Ang trabaho o ang totoong mundo..
Isa lang alam ko, hindi hindi ko papayagang magyari sa akin ang ganito.
I'm building a wall over my heart. I'm freezing love inside.
Hindi ko alam kung gang kelan...

BOHOL

I meet this cute little fellow in Loboc, Bohol
Ang saya ng BOHOL! Sobra!!
More Pictures and Details to be posted

Although aaminin kong hindi kumpleto ang TRIP na ito dahil...

... i haven't been to Pamilacan and Balicasag Island
... i haven't seen the Dolphins!
... i didn't have a 'night' life
... i haven't seen any sunrise or sunset.

Oh well.. Now I have more reasons to go back! Sino gusto sumama?

Goodbye ViBy

After one whole week of sleepless nights trying to recreate a whole system, we are finally off the hook!

Whether I pass or fail the Case Study, I do not care!
Although, I'm quite sure that the grades will reflect on our evaluation.. now that Allanis will be our "mentor" -> " the OC C language Prof. "

All I can say is that I'm now equipped with VB.Net knowledge. Woohoo!!

HIRE ME! I think I'm ready.. hehehe..

STEP UP

We have to watch this movie.. hehehe..
I really liked this guy! hehehe..
Who would have thought that he can move and groove?!

Jobei!!! Panoorin natin si Channing! hehehe

Out of Office Notice

Here is my short story... How it happened... (The way I saw things coming)

We were supposed to have a meeting, for this certain application that we are planning to migrate. I was supposed to discuss the system and give the attendees some overview. However, since someone is still using the PC and I was not the first person to arrive, we started without the visuals (to maximize the time).

So the meeting went on with ‘The Reason’ logged in on the pc.

Since the application is on line, we had to use IE to view the site. It so happens that this application reads the login id of the computer to verify the roles/privileges.. Blah blah blah... Technical stuff...

The point is... while we were on the topic, the monitor was rotated on our way and a remote desktop icon was already opened with my user id... They were waiting for me to type my password. It was the only thing that is holding them back from viewing my desktop.

I had no choice but to open it... Sure... My desktop will be exposed... but the worst part was… THE REASON is holding the mouse and I have no control on what application will be clicked.

I manage to convince them to use a new IE, but since THE REASON does not know the path. THE REASON tried clicking the address bar for previously visited sites. It just so happens that My Diary is one of my frequently visited sites.

Wyleen.blogspot pala ha…

I knew it from the moment THE REASON spoke of the exact URL, I had to move out. Being the “concerned” person in the team, THE REASON usually tries to look at what we’re up to lately...

I had no hidden computer game or application in my pc. I’m not afraid of letting them know that. Sure my emotions are no secret… I just don’t want to be THE ROOT CAUSE of information… o worst, be the PORTAL to other people's mind... hehehe

I know that eventually someone from "Higher" group will know this link.. And it's bound to happen sooner or later.. I'm just not ready for them to find it SOONER.

To the people who were affected,I just want to say sorry...
I might have been too harsh, judgmental or over reacting...
... just making sure I'm not putting someone else on the line..

Peace Out!

Kay Tagal

Ok fine, Jologs na! Pero gusto kong kumanta! Kasalanan to ni Ayze, hehehe.. ( mwah!)
Now, I want to sing videoke songs!!! Like when I was young, during christmas gatherings! Sila bahala sa inuman, ako nalang sa kantahan.. hahaha..

Click Here for the Lyrics with midi.

Kay tagal
Kay tagal ko nang hinihintay sa 'yo
Sabihin sa 'kin ang laman ng puso mo
Ngunit kahit ano'ng gawin
Di mo ako pinapansin

Bakit ba
Bakit ba nasasaktan ang puso mo
Di ko masabing may gusto ako sa 'yo
Kung sana'y kaya kong gawin
Di na ako maninimdim

CHORUS
Kay tagal
At para bang ako'y nababaliw
Sabihin mong ako'y mahal mo rin
Minamahal kita, lingapin mo sana
Kay tagal

REPEAT 2ND STANZA
REPEAT CHORUS

Minamahal kita, lingapin mo sana
Kay tagal

Migration - Hibernation

I love the current weather. I feel sooo lazy! I just want to snuggle here with my pillow and my cuddly comforter. Unfortunately, my cutie pamangkin dropped by. Sa sobrang cute nya, napalayas ako sa kinahihigaan ako. So I had to switch from the "sofa" to the bed. Both mama and papa were all over the kid! Sus me! kailangan nyo ba ng apo?! Either nagseselos lang ako, or nagambala lang talaga ang tulog ko. hehehe.. Cute ka talaga Jopay!

Sa sobrang katamaran ko, feel ko wala akong na-achieve for the whole day. Except go to church and watch T.V.

Two points I realized today:

1.) Mahirap maging manhid.

I forgot what were the exact words of the priest.. But these lines struck me:
ang taong laging pagod, hindi na nakakaramdam ng pagod
ang taong laging naiinitan, hindi na nakakaramdam ng init
...
ang taong manhind, wala ng mararamdaman, wala ng kinakatakutan..

Sometimes when you've been hurt a lot, your tendency is to build a wall between those people who have hurt you. You freeze your heart, and lock away the love. In doing so, you also block away the feelings that the other people around radiate.

Alam kong minsan nakakamanhid na pag parati mong ginagawa o laging ginagawa sa iyo ang mga bagay na ayaw mo. I don't know if it's for the better, pero minsan mahirap ding maging manhid. You'll never know if an opportunity came; you might be too busy shutting other people down to notice.

2.) I want to go to Germany

I saw this show on T.V. that featured GERMANY. Nothing really special.. I just want to go there. Parang ang saya mag adventure! Ung tipong may map ka pang hawak. hahaha. I know I'll look stupid and I'd probably get lost. Pero, that's my kind of adventure. Something new!

Sabi nila papa, why not go there to work. Hehehe.. Sabi ko lang.. Not yet. Not now! Pero someday, soon!

I have plans, sana matupad. After my 25th birthday, I'll travel wherever I want to go. By then, my sister should have graduated from La Salle. Hahaha.. (Pwede na ako mag paligaw! – as in mawala!)

Dudoy and Rumi will be joining me on my Euro Trip hopefully on May 2009!

Ang sarap talaga mangarap! =)

For now, I'm looking forward to our BOHOL TRIP! (AUG 9-12) See yah!

Leaving Home

I'm writing a simple thought on death and life.

I've always wondered what life could have been if I was not born or what could be if I'm gone...
(Knock on wood)

What do you do when the only person that keeps you going in life is gone?
How do you face the day after you bid your last goodbye?

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I just feel sad about something...
The last time I saw him was 2003, day after Christmas..
He was just 16. He's all that his mom have, and has ever lived for..
May the angels in heaven carry his soul back to his creator.
God Bless him.

Keep on Trying

Some words to describe my week:

1. VB.Net
2. Leave Application
3. SR-216&218
4. Overnights
5. "Gym"
6. 14,500
7. Bloody

I'm really trying hard to do something out of everything right now. Making the most out of the 24hrs allotted every day. I know that I'm not the only "busy" person in the world. But sometimes you just can't help but snap. Specially, when you are experiencing "abnormal conditions" such as:

1. PMS
2. Entertaining one of the most insensitive and competitive person ever made in the world.
3. Being Broke and in debt after you just received your salary.
4. Feeling unrecognized after doing something worth noticing.
5. Hating the weather for making you want to sleep more and file for SL ( sleep leave )
6. Trying to sleep after you have just had the urge to finish what you are doing.

Nothing special happend ...( is happening) here.
Just feel so tired.
I need to get out of here quick!

Horoscope - 20060729

The Bottom Line
When asked for your input, back off now. Keep an impersonal position and stay out.

In Detail
You're an integral part of a lot of positive things right now, whether you know it or not. Try to keep your involvement in your subconscious, or else you might get yourself worked up over fulfilling someone's unreasonable expectations. You're off the hook in terms of obligations -- so try to stay that way. Make an effort to be inconspicuous. Even if you're asked to join in, now might not be the wisest time to take them up on their offer. Lay low for a while.

Nice suggestion! Maybe I was really trying so hard, to reach someone's level of expectations.
Need to sleep.. I'm starting to have panda eyes...