Lost

Mahal na mahal ko ang kapatid ko.

Alam kong parati kaming nag aaway.
Inuutusan ko siya.
Hindi ko pinapansin.
Inaapi.

Pero siya ang buhay ko.
Mahal ko siya higit sa anu pa man.
Hindi ko lang ipinapakita.

Oo palaaway ako, ganun ako maglambing.
Madalas ung mga taong mahal ko lang ang inaaway ko.
Kasi alam kong maiintindihan nila ako.
Na kahit may masabi ako, alam nilang hindi ito personal
At walang malalim na galit na kasama.

Ganyan ang pinapakita ko sa kapatid ko.
Madalas ko siyang awayin at asarin.
Pero I make it a point na alam ko kung anong actvities nya.
Kinikilala ko lahat ng kaibigan nya.
At kung kinakailangan sasama ako sa mga pupuntahan nya.

Hindi ko un gusto.
Siya ang nagsabi nun.
Stage sister.
Yan nga ang tawag nila sa akin.

Minsan nilalayo ko ang sarili ko sa kanya.
Gusto kong gumalaw.
Gusto kong magkaroon ng sariling buhay.
Gusto ko ding malaman at maramdaman niya
kung pano ang tumayo sa sariling paa.

Akala ko kaya na niya.
Hindi pala.

Mali siguro ng iniwan ko siya.
Mali sigurong hinayaan ko siya.

Alam kong sa akin siya nakatingin.
Alam kong may hinahanap siya.

Pero wala ako...
nung kinailangan niya.
nang kailangan niya.

Maraming nagbago.
Maraming issue.

Kailangan ko siyang kausapin.
Pero paano?
Hindi ko kaya.
Dahil kahit ako nalilito.
Naguguluhan.
Ewan ko.

May mga bagay akong madalas takbuhan,
Na hangga't maaari tatakasan...
Iiwasan.

Pero hindi ito.

Alam kong nahihirapan siya.
Hindi ko alam kung may mababago pa ako.

Siguro...
kailangan lang niya ng kamay
na aakay sa kanya.
Kailangan lang niya ng balikat
na maiiyakan
Kailangan lang niya ng tenga
na makikinig sa kanya
Kailangan lang niya ako
para harapin ang totoo.

All my life I have been thinking about myself.
I know have been selfish and self absorbed.
I wanted all the attention.
I wanted other people to hear me.
I wanted them to listen to all my whinings.

Nalimutan ko na hindi lang sa akin umiikot ang mundo.
Na mayroong tao sa palibot ko.
Mga taong nasasaktan, nadadamay at nahihirapan.

Nalimutan ko na ang kapatid ko.

Before Sunset

"Memories are wonderful thing if you don't have to deal with the past"

If I were to rate the movie...
I'd give the movie 2 1/2 stars.
The lines were great.
Paris was beautiful.
But the story only had only two main charcters ( three at the max )
And there were not much change in the settings.

Of couse, they walked and talked.
They ate and talked.
They board the boat and talked.
Technically, they just talked.
No bombs...
No boobs neither...

You identify the characters not by their current actions.
But from the (past) stories they kept on talking about.
The one night they have shared.

If it wasn't to "artistic" I could have mistaken the love story with that of Nicholas Spark's " THE NOTEBOOK ".

Well, they fell in love.
They left each other.
After a long time...
They meet again.

The difference is...
They are commited.
They have separate lives.

Its too tragic.
But in real life, this things do happen.

I wish it wont happen to me.
I wish If... and only IF
I fel in love & that person loves me back...
I wish he would stay.
Or should I say... want him to stay.

Or at least not as stupid as not exchanging phone numbers or email address.

Complicated.
I know.

But then again for me,
The movie tasted like a toasted bread,
with one thin coating of butter,
and few sprinkles of sugar.

It might not taste so good for some.
But if you're hungry...
It's a whole new experience.

Glorieta Galore (Part II)

The night was still young. (relatively speaking)

So my cousin and I decided to go to GREENBELT.
Magkakape lang kami.

Wierd noh? Kung kelan gusto mo ng matulog at alas diyes na ng gabi saka ka pa magkakape. Wala lang! Pasaway.

Naglakad nalang kami from the HOTEL to GREENBELT.
Di naman masyadong malayo. Pero sobrang napaparanoid ako.
Siguro dahlis na din sa mga nababalitaan ako.
O dahil na din sa mga kasama ko.

I was used to walking alone sa area ng UP.
Well, oo nga. UP yun!
Its very pathetic to compare UP Campus with Ayala Ave.

But then again, we reached our destination safely.
So walang Issue.

Masaya naman sa GREENBELT.
Madaming tao.
Most of them were young, rich & "happy"?

Inikot muna namin ang place bago kami magdecide na mag-STARBUCKS instead of FIGARO.
I served as a tour guide sa pinsan kong from the Calamba area. (whahaha.. lamang lang ako ng isang sa gimik sa metro...)

So this was my first night out sa GREENBELT.
If only I could, I would walk around this areas kahit anong oras pa ng gabi.

Wala lang.
Just sit there.
Wonder at the glamour.
Watch others make a fool out of themselves.

But that night, things were different.
I wanted to explore.
I wanted to fell the mood.
I wanted to be a participant.

I moved around.
Kasama ko ang cousin ko.
Inikot muna naming ung place.
Looked at the stores.
Check out the guyz.
Criticized the gals.

We went up to see what movies are being shown.
Luckily, We arrived just in time for this movie.
Before Sunset.
It was ok.

(I'd give a separate note on that)

After the movie, we walked some more.
We saw some famous persons.

And what a coincidence...
I saw Ayze.
Of all the places...
Well, I was so happy to see her & her FRIEND.
He looked nice, kind, silent and... so "AYZE"
(Alam nyo na yun!!!)

Back at the hotel.
It was 1 AM.
Sana magising ako ng maaga.
I just remembered...
It was a weeknight
And I have work the next day..
or should I say... LATER.

Well, this Cinderella surely didn't find a prince.
And definitely was not looking for any frog to kiss.
But She surely had some GRANDBALL that night.

Greenbelt Galore

I went to Greenbelt last night.

Actually, I went to makati to meet my mom and my cousin. They were attending a 2 day conference sponsored by BPI. They checked in a hotel within the vicinity and I beeing a good daughter(wink! wink!), decided to drop by.

Well actually...
I wanted to have a taste of the metro AGAIN! Gimik sa makati naman!

I arrived by 7pm sa Glorietta. I felt so stupid looking for this certain resto. But then again, its part of my adventure. Lucky for me, nakasalubong ko sila sa tapat ng oakwood, when I was suppose to enter the building to look for that chinese cuisin.

The food was great!
The Only Problem was sabog ang meal nila.
I don't know what type of tradition ang sinusunod nila dun.
But I didn't like the way they serve the food.
Nauna lahat ng ulam.
Then the big finale -> Rice!

Wierd for me.
Pero since masarap ung meal and LIBRE.
Who am I to argue?

Matatanda na ang mga kasama ko sa table,
aside from my cousin who was just 2 years younger.
But they were fun.
Bumebenta ung jokes ko sa kanila.
I hope they were not offended.
Pero, since di ko nanaman sila makikita. KEBSZ!

Afterwards, we went to the HOTEL.
Fixed ourselves.
Ready to party!

Suntok sa Buwan

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Suntok sa Buwan
by Session Road
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Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko'y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka'y suntok sa buwan

'Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga'y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan

Hindi ko 'to gusto
Pero 'wag kang lalayo

Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika'y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin

'Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
'Di habang buhay ika'y aantayin

Ito'y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko'y 'di nabibitin

What is LOVE?

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down." ~ Woody Allen

Live & Let Live

He is out of my life.

I let him go.
Just like that.
Without any questions.
Without any sound.

He left like a theif in the night.
He took my life.
He took my heart.

Its not his fault.
I let Him.

But instead of hating myself.
I hated him.
Unfair.

I dont care.
Its my prerogative.

I choose to be silent.
I choose to be still.
I choose to let live & be free.


I moved on.
Without him.
Without my life.
Without my heart.

Love? No! - Addiction

A "song" written by JDexter

Addicted (To You)

If only you could hear me,
If only you would listen,
Then there would be a reason
For this shit I have written.
I know not the words to speak
Nor the actions I ought to do,
Yet there is the certain truth—
I am falling for you.

You are my life and I need you;
You are my drug, I am addicted to you.
You are my death but I want you;
You are my drug, I am addicted to you.

If only you could realize,
If only you would understand,
I am thinking of you always,
Driving me out of my mind.
It is hard to hide my feelings
So I am letting you know,
Even if fear still bounds me
Since I do not want you to go.

You are my pleasure and I crave for you;
You are my drug, I am addicted to you.
You are my pain but I long for you;
You are my drug, I am addicted to you.

If only you could hear me,
If only you would listen,
Then it would be easier
To tell what I am feelin'.
I wish I knew what to say
And that I knew what to do,
That I could always take a dose—
I wish I could have you.

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You say its not love.
But I beleive that your emotion(s) towards something or someone
Is much more than what you think you are feeling.

Even worste...
Addiction is near to obsession...
And the only way to get out of it
Is to have that thing you've been obsessing about.

But I really Like the lines.
It's true.
Maybe not for all of us.
But for some hopeless...
I believe so.

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After a While

After a while you learn the subtle differnce between
holding a hand and changing a soul,

And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't mean secruity,

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises,

And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up
and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult,
not the grief of a child,

And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much.

So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.

I think I'm in love!

08October2004
Laguna

I think I'm in love! (JOKE!)
Yan naman ang hirap sa inyo...
konting emote lang akala mo totoo..
Pero sana nga noh?!

Sana nga In Love ako.
Pero, how can I fall if he just wont give me reason at all?
hindi ko alam pero, until now mysteryo pa din ang buhay double sa akin...

pano ba naman, kung di ako ang nanliligaw... ayaw naman sa akin ng gusto ko.
Ni hindi ko man lang maranasan na ako ung binibigyan ng attensyon, chocolates at flowers.

Parang kailangan ko pang isaksak ang sarili ko sa isang tao.

Sure!
Nadadaan sa ganda yan..
E what is BEAUTY?
un ba ung kabayong bida sa pelikula?
o is it really in the eyes of the beholder?

Malabo ispelengin.
Akala ko pa naman, nadadala sa charms to...
o sa attitude sa buhay.Kaya nga i tried to change my perspective sa buhay.
Dapat Positive!
E puro na nga (+) Plus ang nakikita ko...
wala pa din epek.

Oh, well.
One thing I learned is to..
Ano nga ba? e di maghintay..

para tayong waiting for godo nyan...
I don't wanna wait in vain.

Medyo walang sense na to...Tama na.
Gusto ko lng maglabas ng sama ng loob.
pack shift man!

In lab nga siguro ako..
para akong lasing e..hehehe

un lang

WEE

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sentiments ko during the time when I though I wAs falling..
Well, I thought .. utot!
Kabag lang pala ung feeling na yun... nothing different.
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Shifting Sand

Its a Saturday.
I'm left alone.
Sa bahay.

Usually, I love this silent moments.
I get to think about things, reflect on the past.
Recover from the shock that I have experienced.
The morbid encounters and wild chases...(duh as if)

But this day, I feel as if my Spiritual side is calling me..
I'm beginning to wonder, where do I stand?

That what if my time comes...
Could I look God in the face
And tell Him that I have done my mission in life.
That I have been a good person.

Yeah! I beleive I have been a law abiding citizen.
But goodeness doesn't end nor begin there.
There has got to be more to that.

Now as I sit here..
Listen to an old tune (from my college days)

My faith is like shifting sand

Changed by every wave

My faith is like shifting sand

So I stand on grace



I've begged you for some proof

For my Thomas eyes to see

A slithering staff, a leperous hand

And lions resting lazily

I feel so different...

Our village will be having another anticipated mass at the chapel on top of that hill.
And I will do the second reading later.
I like the view there.
Its so peaceful.

If I ever I would have a wedding...
I'd like it to be held in a small chapel.
On top of a hill before the sun sets.
On an October weekend.


but that's way too ahead...

And as if I'd be married.



We will be having a Block rosary here.

Maybe that'll be a start.



Back to basics I guess.

Describe myself -> friendster style

Isang taong patuloy na naghahanap ng isang bagay.
Mahilig sa adventure kasi walang ma-encounter na wonderful or eXtra ordinary event dito sa tabi-tabi. I want to try new things, different stuff/event that could stimulate me intellectually and "physically"(?)

Ayaw ko ng consistent- dahil madali akong magsawa.
Pero ang malaking IronY doon ay - CONSISTENCY - ang patuloy kong hinahanap.
Isang bagay na magiging consistent sa buhay ko na hindi ko dapat pagsawaan.
It's a challenge - dahil nga madali akong nagsasawa e... Mahiyain din ako (pagtulog) at masyadong 'ma-prinsipyo' (meaning gusto ko lang makipag debate pag feel ko)

pero someone once told me baka daw

"Baka naman hinahanap mo ung
someone/something who will consistently accept you
despite your inconsistencies?"

So much for defining...

Pero soooobrang galante ako sa mga friends ko.Madali nila akong nakukunsansya.(ewan ko ba..) Hindi ako maka-hindi at kung kaya kong tumulong - bakit nga naman hind?! ;p so there. judge me nalang from my testimonials ok?

Or better yet browse nalng kayo sa journal ko.
ciao!

Freaky Friday

Nothing out of the ordinary.
But that's really the point!
Nothing!

Wish I could do something worth something.
I don't know.
Feels like i don't have something to look forward to.

Its so...
boring...
I want something new!
Something interesting..
Nagiging restless nanaman ako..

i couldn't help it.
goodness!!!!

Of Joy & Unseen Happiness

I am still confused with the emotions I am feeling.
Sure!
I'm HAPPY..
But what is happiness?
Is it a state of mind...
a state of being...
of somthing material..
of something physical...
of something...? Basta ano ?

I wear this mask.
I play this role.
I feel this person.
That is not me...

And Everyday.. it keeps on tormenting me.
That by the time sun sets..
I couldn't remove this mask any more...
I couldn't recognize the face I see in the mirror.

I am what they want to see...
I wear the mask of Joy..
But within me....
I long for something....

Within grasp but couldn't touch..
within sight but couldn't see..
an invisible thing.
my unseen happiness.

My Sassy Girl

Gwun yoo's advice to Cha seok won who dated the SASSY(drunk) GIRL:
1. Don't ask her to be feminine.
2. Don't let her drink over three glasses. She'll beatsomeone.
3. At a café, drink coffee instead of coke or juice.
4. If she hits you, act like it hurts.
5. If it hurts, act like it doesn't.
6. On your 100th day together, give her a rose duringclass. She'll like it a lot.
7. Make sure you learn fencing and squash. Also, beprepared to go to prison sometimes.
8. If she says she'll kill you, don't take it lightly.You'll feel better.
9. If her feet hurt, exchange shoes with her.
10. She likes to write, encourage her.

A Day without My ACE

One stupid day! -> Ngayon....
I forgot my cellphone a.k.a. (ACE)

Waaaahhhh.....

Alam kong walang mag tetext sa akin pero naman, naman...
Pano ko makokontact ang parents ko pag pauwi na ako..
Gusto ko pa namang sumama sa kanila mag Gym ngayon...

I feel so bad.
Parang wala na akong gana..

I made some plans.
I hope nasa bahay nga ung phone.
I really hope so.
Or else, lalo akong maloloka.

Pano nga ba mabuhay kung merong kulang...
Kung meron kang hinahanap....
Kung wala na yung bagay na naksanayan mong nanjan na....

Waaaahhhh!!!!!
I hate myself ngayon!
Sana matapos na ang araw.
Nang makita ko na at maasure ko na nasa bahay ng lang si ACE.

Wacky Wednesday - Lunch Out Madness

Juz because RED team kami!

Naiwan kami sa Office. Lunch out sila -> DON HENRICO's
Kami naman -> DON J ( Doon sa Jollibee)

Wala pa kasi kaming lunch out kaya wala kaming kasama.
At dahil na foresee namin na maiiwan kami sa office. Minabuti naming magplano.

Tama!
Kakain kami sa labas.

Hindi kami pahuhuli.

After a tiring morning. Eto lang ang magandang pampaalis ng pagod at stress.
Cut over na sa sunday.
Lilipat na din ako.

Hindi ako excited.
Wala lang.
parang walang feeling.
Indifferent sa mga events na nagyayari sa akin.

Don't get me wrong. Ok ung bahay, ok ung mga kasama ko, ok na lahat...
Pero parang... wala lang.
Parang ordinary event lang siya sa buhay ko...

Sana may ma encounter akong something new.
Something interesting.
Something stimulating.

Basta, hindi man ngayon..
Sana malapit na!

Malayong kamag-anak

Naguluhan ako dun!
May tumawag sa akin kanina.
Isa sa mga na ngungulit sa akin... galing bangko.

akala ko kung ano nanaman ang hihingiin.
Naku po!
nag pakilala lang na kamag-anak ko daw.

Same family name.
Same province.

Hindi ko na alam kung totoo pero wo knows di ba?
Bahala siya sa buhay niya.
Na iintriga na talaga ako..
Ayaw ko na...

Feeling ko may nisteryo dito e.
pero... hmmm...
malalman ko din.
alam ko... malalaman ko din.

Tortang Utak

Nakatulog ako kagabi!

Hindi ko nabasa ung the notebook. Actaully, feeling ko kasi di na ako sanay magbasa ng mga novels. Parang di ko na nafe-feel yung katulad ng dati. Wala na ung adventure. Yun bang feeling mo gusto mong maging yung charcter. Yun bang... basta! Hindi ko masabi sa salita, pero iba ang feeling.

Madaming nakabinbing trabaho kahapon e. .. So ngayon ko lang ginawa. Mahirap isipin kung ano at alin ang uunahin. Palibhasa bago lang ako. Hindi ko alm kung pano. Wala na ung dating humahawak tapos hindi na din familiar ung mga natira. Ayaw ko namang maging pabigat sa iba kung patuloy ko pa rin silang gagambalain. May sarili din silang problema. Pero, pano ko gagawin to ng hindi ko alam kung paano...

Isa pa ayaw kong sisihin ang sino mang nagbigay sa akin ng trabahong ito.

Astig nga e!
Akin toh!

Basta pag namaster ko to!
Wala ng makaka agaw nito sa akin..
hahaha!

Pero ngayon, konting hinahon at pasensya.
Makakaya ko din toh! :((

By the way, We signed the contract!
Mukang dun na talag kami titira.
This is it!

Manic mondays

Never knew that my monday could be as hectic. Masyadong madaming task at hand. Pero, I'm not pressured. I finished my HTML exercise just before I start coding for FMIS. So far, hindi pa din siya mapagana at nasa debugging process na kmi. Which is both tiring and exciting at the same time. I have finished rescheduling my other task. pero ung for cut over ko sa sunday. Ptuloy paring nababawasan. Hmmm.. Maybe Tomorrow nalng ako mag-e-email.

Enough about my work. So what else is new?

Oo nga pala, lilipat na ako next week.
Sa apartment.

'Bout HIM? Nah!
Nalimutan ko na nga ulit. Maybe I just miss those times. Pero, if I'm busy kebs talaga ako. And I hope someday hindi maging ganoon ang situation. When time comes.

un lang..
sige ciao!

October fest

I was really looking forward to seeing my old college friends once again. Magkikita kami sa octoberfest sa Libis. Alam kong inuman lang don, pero I was really interseted to see kung ano ang itsura ng octoberfest. Yun bang what's up ?! Bakit ang big deal noon sa ibang mga tao. Also, gusto ko din magkaroon ng experience, when it comes to partying. Kasi, I want to try something new. Well, as it turned out konti lang kaming makakapunta. Habol nalang si Ayze and Manong Aidz. Madaming Tao, different type actually. May mga cool, conio, skater bois, rocker, and PaCute na mga girlalu na parang sala ang style ng clothing.(ewan!) It was fun, dahil kasama na namin ngayon si Vergel -> or should I say Miguel. Hindi na kami makapasok sa main entrance dahil puro na skater boyz dun. And muntik ng makaaway ni Heaven ung isang person, i don't know who dahil sa beer na natapon. We ended up staying sa TOpS and TabLes (AGAIN!) dahil sa sobrang daming Tao. THaTs when the fun started. Vergel was suppose to sing! Pero, 4AM na di pasiya pinakakanta. Siguro ginamit lang siya ng bading na host. Hehheheh... Na chansingan lang. By that time, I was so tired na. Pero, sinamahan pa ako ni AYze maglakad lakad. We ended up climbing the stairs papunta dun sa tower. Kwento lang kami, Then when we reached the top... It was I was breathless. Not because, masyadong mataas ang tower but because the view was soooo beautiful. Ayze and I talked about stuff that has happend in the past few weeks. And I relay this issue about someone. Yung story about this person, na pinagtatawanan ng mga blockmates ko. Sure, mababaw. Actually, Its not worth the effort. Pero, how would I know. I don't entertain the idea pero pagparati mong nakikita at nakakasalubong. Hindi ba kahit papano pagtatakhan mo. Ewan, basta ang sabi ni Vergel, baka kasi I was expecting something kaya umiiwas. Sabi naman ni Aidz, baka may ibang gusto. Sabi naman ni ayze, maybe affected din un. Pero, who am I to think of such things. Naninibago lang talaga ako. I thought kaibigan ko siya. Pero, sa dating parang kasing hindi na. And nanghihinayang lang ako dahil i learned a lot from this person. Walang Issue, gusto ko lang namang mag-isip. Minsan kasi when you hav nothing to do. Tapos mo na ang trabaho mo at tutunganga ka nalng... Nakakabore e. Lalo na pag wala kang nilo-look forward to. Ewan... Maybe I should change this perspective in life. So, pagbalik sa bar, hindi pa nakakakanta si Miguel. Dumaan nanaman ang mga ka brod nya, and he introduced me to one. I din't really get his name. Wala lang basta inaantok na ako at wala na sa sarili kaya when he shook my hand. I gave the wrong hand. hehehe But it was ok. As if makikita ko pa ulit ung guy na yun. Before we leave libis, nag-take out kami sa MCDO. Well, parang katulad ng dati. Same crowd, same place, same stuff. Maybe next time sa Malate ko nlanag sila yayayain. Pero, parang i don't feel like partying for the next two months. I need to know who I am and what I want. I still feel confused. Bakit? Ewan ko din.

Maghihintay sa iyo

Juz went to LIBIS for OCTOBERFEST and guess what? I fell in love with AKAFELLAZZZZZZ... totoo when you hear someone sing this to you. Ewan ko lang ha!

Ikaw ang syang ligaya ko
nagbibigay sigla sa puso ko
o giliw ko, pakinggan mo
ang nais sabihin ng aking puso na...

CHORUS:
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
hindi ako magbabago
asahan mo ito
mahal,mahal na mahal kita
ang puso ko'y iyong iyo
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo

ang puso ko'y malulumbay
kung 'di ikaw ang kapiling sa habang buhay
pag-ibig ko'y walang hanngan
maghihintay sa iyo magpakailan pa man

(REPEAT CHORUS)

at magbuhat, ngayon at kailanman
ikaw ang iibigin
ito'y iyong dinggin

(REPEAT CHORUS)

hindi ako magbabago
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo

Thanks

http://www.geocities.com/piper_reyes/songs/iaxe.html

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Ikaw na ang may sabi na ako’y mahal mo rin
At sinabi mong ang pag-ibig mo'y 'di magbabago
Ngunit bakit sa tuwing ako'y lumalapit ika'y lumalayo
Puso'y laging nasasaktan pag may kasama kang iba
'Di ba nila alam tayo'y nagsumpaan
Na ako'y sa iyo at ika'y akin lamang

Kahit anong mangyari ang pag-ibig ko'y sa 'yo pa rin
At kahit ano pa ang sabihin nila'y ikaw pa rin ang mahal
Maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung 'di ka makita makikiusap ka'y Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin, Ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa iyo at ika'y akin lamang

Umasa kang maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung 'di ka makita makikiusap kay Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin, Ipaalala sa iyo
Ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa iyo at ika'y akin lamang

Torete

Torete
Moonstar88

Sandali na lang
Maari bang pagbigyan
Aalis na nga
Maaari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay
Sana ay maabot ng langit ang iyong mga ngiti
Sana ay masilip

Refrain:
Wag kang mag-alala
Di ko ipipilit sa 'yo
Kahit na lilipad ang isip ko'y torete sa 'yo

Ilang gabi pa nga lang
Nang tayo'y pinagtagpo
Na parang may tumulak
Nanlalamig, nanginginig na ako

Akala ko nung una
May bukas ang ganito
Mabuti pang umiwas
Pero salamat na rin at nagtagpo

Chorus
Torete, torete, torete ako
Torete, torete, torete sa 'yo

Repeat Refrain

Torete, torete, torete ako
Torete, torete, torete ako

Repeat Chorus

Torete, torete, torete sa'yo

Minsan Lang Kitang Iibigin

Mahal, pangako sa iyo
Hindi magbabago
Ikaw lang ang iibigin ko

Kahit Ikaw ay lumayo
At masaktan ako
Asahan na 'di maglalaho

* Ang pag-ibig ko'y tanging sa'yo lamang
Kung kaya giliw dapat mong malaman.
Minsan lang kitang iibigin
Minsan lang kitang mamahalin
Ang pagmamahal sa'yo'y walang hangganan
Dahil ang minsan, ay magpakailanman.

Minsan lamang sa buhay ko
Ang 'sang katulad mo
Ako rin ba'y iniibig mo
Dinggin puso'y sumasamo
Sinusumpa sa'yo
Ikaw ang tanging dalangin ko. (*)

Minsan lang kitang iibigin
Minsan lang kitang mamahalin
Ang pagmamahal sa'yo'y walang hangganan

Dahil ang minsan, ay magpakailanman.
Dahil ang minsan, ay magpakailanman.

Masayang Mag-Isa

09October2004
Laguna

Masayang Mag-isa. Lalo na pag malungkot ka. Marami kang mapapansing mga bago sa buhay. Mga bagay na hindi mo alam na najan lang pala. Saka, wala kang iisiping panangutan kahit kanino. Dahil hawak mo ang iterenayo mo.

Minsan mas nag-eenjoy akong kasama ang sarili ko. Umupo sa isang tabi. Tapos pagmasdan ang lahat ng taong dumadaan. Na-mi-miss ko na nga ang ganoong buhay e. yung bibili ng iced coffee sa CASAA tapos maglalakad pauwi ng ilang. Dadaan sa simbahan. Makikipag-usap sa Diyos. Maglalabas nga sama ng loob, magpapasalamat, magpupuri at mangangakong magbabago.hehehe.. minsan iiyak, minsan tatawa.(depende sa mood kung bakit ako mag-isa) Tapos, dadaan sa SC. Wala lang. Titingin sa tabi tabi. Minsan bibili ng mais. Tapos, maglalakad ulit, pabalik sa Dorm.

Mas maganda nyan. Kung walang tao sa room nyo at ikaw lang mag-isa. Umuwi sila. tapos ikaw lang. makakapagbasa ka ng book. O kaya makakanood ng VCD. Mas Heaven naman kung matutulog ka nalang at gigising ka para mag miryenda sa Bermonts. Kakain ka ng footlong o kaya ham and egg. Sasabayan mo ng fries at sarsi.

Tapos, pagbalik mo sa dorm. Oras na para manood ng favorite mong chinovela. Makikitili kasama ng mga dormates mo sa harap ng T.V. Tapos babalik na ulit sa room. Mag-iisip ng gagawin para bukas. Pwede din lumabas papuntang philcoa. Bumili ng sundae sa MCDO at umuwi ng maligaya.

By the time na nasa dorm ka na. Pwede ka ng matulog. O umupo sa tapat ng room nyo.Pwede ka ding umakyat sa moon deck. Mag star gaizing. Mag-isip isip ng mga bagay. Mangarap mag-isa.

Kapag nilalamok ka naman. Siguro by that time gets mo na.. Pwede ka ng matulog.
Magising ng maaga.

Baka bukas hindi ka na mag-isa.

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