Numb

Never knew I could be so sad.
I feel demented.
As if all the happiness in me
Is sucked out.
Dry.

All the loneliness
Pushing me against the wall
Cornered and immobile.
Struggling hard.
Trying to break free.

Quick Sand.
Drowning me more.
Fighting my unknown enemy.
Losing.
Gaining.

Feeling nothing.
Surrendering.
Numbed.