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Just when you thought na wala ng exciting na mangyayari sa iyo, eto at pauuwiin lahat ng mga tao.
Bagyo na naman.
3pm pa lang ay pwede na kaming umuwi.
yEah! right! As if naman may big difference sa akin yon noh!
Still!
Ang laki talaga ng difference ng nag-uuwian ako sa bahay and may bahay ako sa malapit.
Sure... I can appreciate yung malapit na bahay. Pero kapag ganitong wala na ang mga tao, walang PC sa bahay, walang Cable and there so much stuff to think about...(plus the fact na marami kang binabayaran!) You kinda wonder kung bakit ka nandito sa posisyong ito!

However, maybe.. I'm just being restless.(again)
Alam kong maraming mangyayari next week.
like for example -> the OPI Christmas Party.

and ..Oh yeah! birthday ko pala...
Gusto ko ung idea na na-aapreciate ako.
Naalala ng mga tao.
Pero, after that what's next?

Siguro nagsawa nalang din akong pinapaalala lagi sa mga tao na birthday ko.
Ayaw ko ng mabigyan ng big deal.
And meron ding mga events na susunod sa birthday ko.
Like aalis na ung ibang mga Office mates ko.
I know.. i know... who I'm I to sulk?

Hindi naman kami close.
Pero in the span of 6 months na nandito ako.
You can't help but get "attached" to somethings na parati mong nakikita or naririnig at this case.
Like...
when Jean sings her love songs...
when Lui sings her OPM rock tunes...
when Allan plays his Christmas songs...
when Jonathan pass by my cube with his feel at home sleepers...
when Dhette talks to the phone with her friends...
when Adrian drops by to check my drawings...
These are the people in my neighborhood..
Madaling makasanayan..
mahirap kalimutan.

I shouldn't have attached myself to them.
That is why kahit alam kong masaya silang kasama.
I try my best na hindi ako masyadong mapalapit.
I don't know them that much.
Hindi ko alam kung ako lang ang FC (feeling close).
Baka iba na ang tingin nila sa akin.
or something.

So here I am sa cubicle ko.
Waiting for Donnie and char.
Dahil ayaw kong maging 3rd wheel ni Carla at Arvi.
Manonood kami dapat ng Bridget Jones Diary.

I'm currently Loveless, but I couldn't care any less..
I'm happy the way I am.
No string, no heartache.
Pure work.

Maybe for now, I stopped looking for this something or someone.
But I'm still waiting. :)
I know. and I believe dadating un when I least expect it!


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I have to admit I almost fell for someone.
Lucky for me I never tried to fall.
He wouldn't have catched me after all.