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Its funny to see things as they unfold before your eyes.

I'm not feeling good right now.
Di ko ma ipaliwanag pero para akong sinasakal..
And I mean it literally.
Di ko alam kung isa itong sipon na di fully developed.
Nahihirapan akong huminga..
Ang my heart is hurting.

I've had these feeling before...
When I really though I was going to die.
Maybe I was just being paranoid.
Or maybe this is something else.
Either way, I don't like this feeling...
I feel helpless..
And natatakot ako...

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just found out... namamaga nanaman ang Tonsils ko! :((
It has affected my heart.. like before..