Charlie

The only person whom I admire the most..
The only person whom I look up to.
The only person whom I could build my world around..
The person I have leaned on for so long..

My hero.
My friend.

The person who put me in the pedestal.
The person who look up to me..
The person who have nurtured me..

Is killing my spirit..
Is crushing my soul..
Is tormenting my memories..
Is destroying my dreams..

I love him..
But he needs to set me free..

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it hurts so much to see the person you love the most, slowly destroy himself...