Miscarriage

Long have you been waiting for that day to come
Proud to have achieved such high role in the cycle.
To have a reason for being.

Filled with excitement and noxious with anxiety
Till that moment of agony shatter the silence.

You have delivered something so wonderful

Yet, in an instant things turn upside down.
Life was sucked out in a flash.
No sign of moving forward.

All that remains were the remnants of what could have been.
All that could have been were scattered.
Broken and couldn't be fixed.

Just there.
Dead.

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Baby, I'm so sorry I disappointed you.
Things could have been better if I was careful.
But shit happens, and no matter what I do.
They'll always see the incident that happened
and not the effort I have given to put you into place.

No matter what happens, I won't give you up.
( Cut Over Crisis Soon to be posted )