Where do I go from here?

I have to admit wala na akong area of specialty.

Hindi ako hard core programmer...
I have forgotten my language - JAVA..
I'm not even close to identifying the business logic of the current company I'm working...
I haven't enrolled in the art class..plus, I have given up on drawing..
I haven't asked for Masterals either...
I don't want to take swimming lessons..
I have stopped my guitar lessons...
I don't want to read more novels..finished them all..
I haven't started reading my notes on realty...
I don't think I'll be able to sell any property either...
I have no intensions of being involve in a realtionship...
I don't want to look like girlie or pretty for anyone..
I couldn't travel because my resources are limited...
I don't know how to cook..
I'm dead lazy..
I don't have money..

Current Status: LOST!
where do i go from here?
Any suggestions?