ThanK YoU

I talked to donnie and char last night...
I told them a story that I have intentionally erased from my memory.

While I was telling that story, I felt bad.
I have forgotten that person that..

.. was a friend.
.. sang me songs.
.. walked me home.
.. treated me dinner.
.. provided my cell with load.
.. helped me stalk my crush.
.. helped me through the end of my college...

.. accidentally learned to like me...

I feel so bad telling them the story.
I realized...
I have been rude.

My reaction towards him was futile and unjust.
It was not intentional..
I'm just not used to that sudden revelations..

But today..(after more than a year)
I wanted to thank him.
For everything..
He gave me assurance in life.
And redeemed my self confidence.

I might not be able to reach him..
This might seem pathetic..
And It might be too late..

Still.

THANK YOU.