Grumble - Tumble - Rumble - Scramble

Due to unfortunate circumstances, I couldn't update this so called blog of mine.
So I decided to list new stuff that has happened to me in the last 2weeks.

• Lunch Despe of L and P

Ok. So the week after our 2nd friday of the month Lunch together, L and P decided to share their last lunch with us. Hmm... Pagkatapos maligaw ng Chef de Angelo. Kumain kami at nag chikka chikka. Nakakalungkot isipin na this would be our last lunch with Majesty. Pero instead of the normal trumps and spmurt game, we awarded L and J the trophy teddy bears they have won. Of course kasama ang cross stitched tag ang personalized cards na nagpapanalo sa kanila. Hehehe... Nakakatuwa at na appreciate ang mga bears ng nanalo, sobrang nahihiya ako dun sa pagkakagawa ko.. hehehe.. Pero, the smile on their face was worth all the sleepless nights.

• Dinner @ Amici and Singing at Music 21 for Her Highness.

Dala ang bulaklak, lobo at ang "mala juday" na caricature ni L, kami ay nagtungo sa makati malapit sa Don Bosco Church upang samahan sa "huling" gimik si L.
It's sad actually, kung kelan pa paalis si L saka lang kami makakakain sa AMICI with its well known TOBLERONE flavored ice cream. Hehehe... pero sa totoo lang masarap ang ensemada sa kanila. Saka ang mga pasta and pizza.. Weird lang ang lalagyan ng ice cream. pero cool.
Elmo was energetic enough for all of us that night. He sang with 2 back up dancers (Ca-Te and Rumi ) in tune with the tambourine borrowed at the counter.
Kahit na parang huli na, hindi ko pa rin naramdamang mapapalayo si L. Parang... Ordinary night.. well, that was until moday the following week.. Wala na ang singing voice sa aking katapat na cube. :(

So lately been wondering who will be there to take my place..
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadow of your face.
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If I could then I would...
I'll go wherever you will go...

• Inter Team Building at Canyon Woods
  

Ipopost ko nalang ito next time. Trial ng article na "gagawin" ko. Hopefully.. matino with pix.

• UP 2nd Placer (Cheering)

I was expecting at first na mananalo sila. Pero nung napanood ko ang UP.. I was both happy and shocked nung nalaman kong nag 2nd sila. Heheheh.. I was really expecting na papasok ang ADAMSON. Sorry guys, parang feeling ko may kulang.. Parang di ako satisfied. Pero I love UP. kaya Go UP! Fight!

• Baptismal of Baby Trez

The next day, I have to wake up early dahil NINANG ako. Yep, the baby that we visited last June or July is now going to be a Christian. Wow! And I was shocked nung nalaman ko kung sino ang kumpare and kumare ko. Ganun pa man, I'm happy for them. Naku.. 5 na!!! Sa pasko taguan nanaman tayo.. hehehe.

• Ca-Te's 22nd BirThdaY Celebration

After the despe celebration last week, Ca-Te shared some food with us. Hehehe.. This time we are going to celebrate her 22nd Birthday. Happy Birthday Roommate!! Thanks sa food! Hope you like the "BROWN BOOK". hehehe

• Septemeber Cutover

Today is our release date. kakaiba dahil kumpleto ang MIS/SAP. hehehe.. Sobrang narealize ko na team talaga kami.. hehehe.. dahil next month wala kaming release. Cool! Mag sa -SAP na ako at Actuate. New things. New experience.
Creampuff thanks for dropping by. Sorry di ako makatext.. may topak ang fone ko.. Salamat po ng marami.. usap pa tayo.

• Credit Card Craze

Kahit anong pagtatago ko. Nalaman ng mom ko na maroon na ako. Hmm.. I know that this will be another responsibility. Pero, wala lang.. gusto ko lang for emergency purposes. :)

• Movie - Jologs week w/sister

Sobrang bangag ko kanina.. I decided to meet my sister sa kanto ng village namin. Nanood kami ng "LOVE STRUCK" hehehe.. Ok lang. Natawa naman ako. Wishful ang hopeful. Forever jologs. Saan na ba ang soulmate ko???


Things that are about to happen:

• 2 teammates will be re/assigned to other TEAMs
• Monthly Socials sponsored by IM Team
  
• IM Team Building at Puerto Nirvana
• New "partner" - team mate will be joining MIS/SAP
• Enchanted with Family ( 21st Anniv of my Parents)

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Tinatamad na din ako..
Wala lang.. Madaming nangyayari pero parang may something pa din akong hinahanap..

Tribute to Her Majesty

The Memories Shared Will Always Be Remembered

Wherever you may go!

FALL TO PIECES

Am C G F
I Looked Away Then I Look Back At You
Am C G F
You Tried To Say, Things that You Can't Undo
Am C G F
If I Had My Way, I'd Never get over you
Today's the day, I pray that we make it through
Dm F
Make it through the fall, make it through it all

Chorus

C
And I don't want to fall to pieces
Am G
I just want to sit and stare at you
F
I don't wanna talk about it
C
And I don't want a conversation
Am G
I just want to cry in front of you
Dm F
I don't wanna talk about it cause I'm in love with you
Verse 2

Am C G F
You're the on-ly one, I'd be with till the end
Am C G F
When I come undone, you bring me back again
Dm F
Back under the stars, back to your arms

Chorus


Bridge

Am C G
I wanna know who you are
Em F
I wanna know where to start
Am G
I wanna know what this means
Am C G
I wanna know how you feel
Em F
I wanna know what is real
Am G Em F
I wanna know ev-ery-thing, ev-ery-thing

Chorus (x3)

(Softer, Building Crescendo)
And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it cause I'm in love with you

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
C
Cause I'm in love with you
Am
I'm in love with you
G
I'm in love with you
F...................
I'm in love with you

Horoscope (11Sept)

Energy Meter

money	love	attitude

Today's Forecast

It's out with the old mood and in with the fun-loving you! Even if you don't have anything in particular on the schedule, you're guaranteed to have a good time no matter what. Make sure you step out on the town tonight. ...

The Bottom Line

An unexpected adventure will boost your confidence -- be bold and explore further.

In Detail

The world is absolutely your oyster right now, with all the luckiest astrological energies swimming over to your side of the celestial pond. Some upheavals at work may not look pretty on the surface, but if you ride them out, you'll see that they ended up being beneficial after all. You may experience a few waves in the love and romance department, so get ready to swim in the sea of love (and definitely bring your most flattering swimsuit)...

Ang kulit ng Horoscope na yan.. Hehehe..
I don't really believe in this.. pero it's still nice to read this stuff ..
Nakakaalis ng stress.. parang diversion if not distraction.. hahaha..

ACE

My phone is having problems..Minsan.. tinotopak..

To name a few stuff it already did :
Auto Delete.. Auto Call, Very Hard Keypad, No Clear, No Exit.
Always shows the message "check info services"

I don't want to buy a new model..
Gusto ko lang malaman ano kayang dahilan kung bakit siya nag loloko.
May mga ginagawa siyang bagay na di ko mapaliwanag..
And whenever pinagbabantaan ko ipapalinis ko siya.. Umaayos..
Hmm... Ano bang gagwin ko sa iyo..
Hayyy...

Accoustic Night

Friday Night:

After all the things that have happened..
My family had our first night out..
As usual, dun lang sa malapit. We ate at Via Mare and listen to live accoustic songs ( c/o the Nescafe Accoustic Night band)

Na miss ko tuloy ung mga baywalk days hehehe..

Before we ate dinner, I requested "Especially for You" for the couple sitting beside me..
Hehehe.. Of course, they have no idea what song.. hehehe.. Kulitan lang..

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I'm next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you

CHORUS:
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you

I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you Oh,
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, Oh

CHORUS

You were in my heart
My love never changed

Singer : Song dedecated for Mr. Wilfredo(pronounced by the singer as..Guidofredo) and Erlinda Puaso. (hahaha.. ang kulit ng singer, bulag ata yun o panget lang sulat ko..)

The food was OK.. Nakakatawa kasi kasama namin si Kuya..Ang takaw takaw nya.. hahaha..
Shempre, hindi pwedeng kalimutan si PAULO ;)

9pm.
The night was still young considering it was a friday night.
Hmm.. Funny, now I was sitting beside my baby sis and my dad.
Drinking coffee.. and talking in a calm manner.

I really would love to spend as much time with them.
Yun bang ganito. Coffee, cookie and my family.
No SCR/ERS. No turnover checklist. No HKCTR.

How I wish things could just be this simple and easy.
I guess there are more important things in life than coffee..

Spaces In Between

I have been "busy" for the past two weeks.
Ang daming nangyari na heavy duty sa drama and mental torture.
Mahirap tangapin.. mahirap isipin..

I always thought that I could escape my work problems whenever I'm at home.
And whenever I feel that my other side of the world is crumbling down.. I work extra hours.. and debug those pending ERS/SCR...and lose myself in the mist of java servlets or stored procedures. Just so I won't be able to think about the problems.

Runner..Coward..

Weird as it may seem, but last week - both worlds came crushing.. And I found myself caught in between..

Nakakatawa nga.. I seem to have told everyone..and yet, I feel I haven't had enough talking..
I was dying inside ( wow song! )

I found myself thinking about stuff ..

First Question was WHY?
Second was HOW?
Last would be WHAT 's NEXT?

In the end.. I was still thanking GOD for every thing.

It was traumatic.. And I'm still waiting for the afterschock to pass..
Moving On was becoming more of a TASK.. technically HARD WORK..
It's still a work in progress...

I just feel bad I have to charge it to experinece.However, experience was taken as a lesson.
And lesson learned helps lessen the chances of doing it again... ;)

Change is the only constant thing in life...
One event could definitely affect others, in one way or another...
Someone I know would be leaving.. soon..
She may have emphasized to me before that her action will have no big effect on me since we were not literally working together...
Only...in her absence, someone..I (really) depend on will be leaving me...
Now, I'll be forced to stand up on my own.. ( * sigh * )

I'm not pointing fingers or accusing anyone...
I have no say on the stuff that happens around.
I have no rights either..

I know that this change will be for everyone's best..
She'll be able to grow and find a "greener" pasture.
The one replacing her could have more chance to grow and improve...
While I'll be forced to learn things that I have set aside for more than a year...

There will be MAJOR AJUSTMENTs..
I bet someday somehow... I'll get over this.
I'll be Ok.. And I'm happy for them.

Malabo na ang kwento ko..
Gusto ko lang mag salita...
I've kept my thoughts to myself far too long ( at least for my standards.. hehehe..)
I'll try to speak up a little again..

It's really hard to keep those feelings all bottled up.

Let Me Go

When I was going through a very bad week..This particular Song kept me moving.
Funny... It's no ballad, or senti.. but it made me stop and cry halfway through the song. Hehehe..
Maybe.. just maybe.. some line made a big impression on me...
It's no big deal.. basta.. cool sya.. hahaha..

Let Me Go


One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me

Suddenly

Suddenly, I don't know where to start.

I feel bad. I wasn't able to fulfill something.

One of my To do List for the week

* Play the Guitar

I promise to continue playing even when master carlo moved to another cubicle and took away the guitar I was using before.

But then, things got so complicated here at work.
Now my guitar sits here by my side.
Out of tune. Unused.

Looking back at my old notes filled with chords.
I really wish I could have done something.
Now I have to refresh everything..
... notes
... chords
... hand
... strumming

Ngayon, may kalyo ulit ako. And I hate that feeling in my hand.
Sayang. I should have done something, para di nawala lahat.

Moving On - Life as iT is

Ok na ...
Konti nalang..
Kaya pa naman..