AnoTher YeAr - aNother TeAr

I'm really fond of birthdays....
...but never my own...

When I was young, I have longed for something special..
Cakes, balloons and Party hats were the best things in life...

20Years later...
Seems like I'm looking for far more complicated things than flowers and choco...
Great Things In Life never came in Boxes wrapped in tinsel and ribbons..

Why do I feel so down.. when I'm suppose to be happy?
Maybe because, when you put it all together..
There have been to much sadness in the past that I'm really afraid to look into the future..

The Jolly Wee.. was demented.

Let's pray things would turn out to be fine..