LA LUZ

Last March26(SUNDAY) we went to La Luz Beach Resort. Out of the 18 IM pips, only 9 of us came. ( plus 1 - sugar jane ) The place was breath taking. I wish I could have stayed there longer... Pero sobra ng init!!! Hindi nga lang halata sa kulay ko pero naramdaman kong na "enhance" nanaman ako... =S

Of course, hindi nawala ang mga "safe" games nakailangan para ma "build" ang team.
This time there are no marshmallows to eat, starch to blow or a back breaking calamansi-talong relay, pero kailangan mong tumakbo at maghalukay sa mainin na buhangin ng 4 na "malalaking" piraso ng puzzle para buohin, mag chopstick ng gamungong "buto" at gamitin ang isang kutsara na para ma puno ang "shallow" container provided by the organizers.

At kahit walang Life Saving task, we had to ride the kayak. Kahit pa magkasugat sugat at magkasakitan sa pag paddle... Sige lang!!! Basta manalo! Competitive!! Lahat gagawin para sa isang box ng Tofiluk! AYUS!

The Food: Yummy!!! Keep comming back for more! Except for the Chix.
The People: I envy their guts to show MORE skin!!!
The Facilities: Imaginative ->You'll see different use of a volleyball net and drums.
The Parking: Is up there!!! or STUCK in SAND ( your call! hehehe...)

Over All : I miss our province!! Can't wait to ride the boat back to SAMAR.

In the end...It's not the games that bonded us: it's the stories, dreams and whole experience that we have shared that day...





Nothing can ever beat the bond that we have created... I hope things would remain the same..
But even that We can never be sure... only time will tell.

*More PICTURES for your eyes...

Announcement

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Sinusubukan ko.. pero di ko pa kaya...
Na sa tuwing naaalala kita, di ko maipinta..
Halo halong emosyon, sobra sobrang tensyon.
Saka na muna... Pag nakalimutan ko ng..
naJan ka..
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Goodbye Hair - Hello New Look

For those who haven't received the email from ann =P regarding my so called "CHANGE", I'm pleased to inform you that I have finally gained the courage to let go of my hair.

All it took was 5 mins to cut it... and 2hrs to "control" it

I feel a little bit lighter...
I use less shampoo...
I don't have to think of different ways on how to fix it...

But every now and then, I still do unconscious gestures to my hair... it makes me feel sad...

Moving on...it'll grow back...

"in life, we will never know what we have been missing until it arrives.. And we will never know what we got until it's missing"

WHAT IF?

After all the "pressure" and the Roller Coaster Feeling of handling office work, InfoSharing, and "people support" assigned to me. I couldn't help but wonder what more do they need to see...

As I looked for the mail ( requested by babskie ), I couldn't help but wonder..
what if?
Can I...?
Will they...?

if only...

Happy 1st Birthday Andrew Johann

When : 12Mar2006
Where :Bounce, Prince Arcade

Saying Goodbye

I have to say goodbye to someone.. AGAIN!!
I don't know if it's pure coincidence or I have a jinx.
I've been through this a lot of times...
And I still can't help it.
I feel so sad.

so alone.

I hate the feeling..
It's not enough that you're leaving me..
You just have to tell it day(s) before you leave me!!!

It's as if you're just going to buy something or have a vacation.

Events like this makes me think twice if ever I'll try to invest emotions in a acquaintance/friendship/colleague.

Hindi po ako bitter..
I know we have to move on with life..

Yun nga lang..

Ang panget ng feeling ng parati kang naiiwan... =(

Danger Of Leaving Your House

Yesterday, after my Guitar Sessions with Mang Jose I received a text message from Rumi..

wee, pg uwi ka tgnan m muna kng may tao o la ha..

Kc un pinto natin may bakbak, mukhnag may nagtry pumasok..

I was never afraid of going home alone even at the wee hours like ( 12midnight - 3AM ) But last night, I was scared. I had to stay late sa office para maikalma ang loob ko. Dinaan ko nalang muna sa pag tugtog ng gitara with Jodie...pero sa totoo lang...Different Theories came rushing..

Hindi kami safe..

Early this morning.. we packed our appliances and kept them in a "safe" place.
Carla called a pedi cab and took with us the Home Support PC.

I know.. Papalitan ni Atty. yung LOCKS..
But the thought of "WE ARE NOT SAFE"...brings chills to my spine.
Considering, we are with Char and Binx..
I'm more worried for BINX.

Hayyy... Sana maayos..

Miss Ko Ng KumanTa

Hiling
Paramita

Nahihirpan na ang aking isip
Nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa iyo
Nanlalamig na ba ang pag ibig mo sa akin
Giliw
Nalilito ako
Nais kong sagipin ang ating nalulunod na pag ibg
Ngunit handa akong palayain ka
Kung ito ang yong hiling gaqno man kasakit sa akin
Ibibigay sau ang tanging pakiusap lang
Wag mo akong kalimutan
Kayrami pang
Nagdaan na pagsubok sa ting pag ibig kakayanin pa kayang mabawi pa
Ang mga nasabi na masasakit na salitya

Kung ito ang yong hiling gano man kasakit sa akin
Ibibigay sau
Nanlalamig na ba pag ibig mo..
Ohhh

My Baby Is Now A LADY

Last March 4, we celebrated my baby sister's debut at Ding Hao Restaurant.
At kahit wala na akong boses, go pa din sa pag MC(?) hahaha..

Gusto kong magpasalamat sa lahat ng tumulong at pumunta..

Sa mga friends ng kapatid ko.. for making her feel "special" and "loved"
saka sa video presentation, at violin.. naks.. makikigamit din ako.. bwahahaha..

Sa mga pumuntang Blockmates ko...
Sobrang THANK YOU, for comin early to help set up and for staying para mag baby sit sa mga high school at college friends ng sis ko sa resort. Salamat din kay Panget at kay Papa Jeff, ganda ng bago kong raketa. hehehe..



Sa mga ka Office ko..

Rumi,
Salamat sa pag benta sa akin habang nagbibigay ng wish sa kapatid ko.. :p
Kahit short notice.. thanks.


Mama Jode,
Savior kita!! Galing ko daw mag lipsing!!
Thanks Thanks!!

Ann/Doy,
Sorry.. di ko na naisingit ang dance number nyo, kasi umalis na kayo agad...
Pero sobrang na touch ako sa inyong pag punta.. salamat =)
kahit di kyo nakita ni kapatid, alam nya kung kanino galing ang green bag. :D

Char,
Nagdala ako ng cake, para kay binx.
salamat sa pag tulong mo sa akin mag isip before the day.. hehehe..
Nararamdaman ko ang support task mo.. hehehe

Dr. BInx - Resident Psychiatrist - with Follow Up

Dear Doc Binx
May phone in Questions kayo from my friend:

[Sophie ]
Doc, mas gugustuhin mo bang malaman kung may gusto/galit sa iyo ang isang tao?
[Doc Binx]
Sa first question mo…
mas gusto ko malaman yung feelings sakin ng tao.. Mapa negative man yan o positive… Mahirap kasi yung nanghuhula.. Either 1 time big time na masaktan ka or forever ka nagsasuffer silently wondering how that person feels about you..

Syempre!!! Mahirap manghula at mag-assume… lalo na ang maging lost =P hehehe.

truly! And yun nga you can never assume.. mahirap kasi mag assume because diff people may diff ways sila on showing their affections. Meron akala mo nipopormahan ka but yun pala ganun lang talaga sya mag alaga ng friends.. So its better na tanungin mo na but be ready whatever the answer is.. Tsaka yun nga at least alam mo, you can move on after it. Kesa you’re stuck on thinking and thinking and thinking (.. and more thinking =P) on what he feels

[Sophie ]
May better way ba para malaman mo ang reaction/emotion ng isang tao towards you?
[Doc Binx]
Second question.. Better way.. Kung matapang tapang ka, ask him/her directly… hehehehe .. Sabihin mo aba di ka manghuhula no..

3 ways siguro..

1. Gusto mo ba ko o hindi --> pang movie to, medyo may pananakot.

2. Depend on your Gut feeling --> mejo risky… pero minsan may mga taong transparent naman kung ano feelings towards you.. Anjan na nakalatag na.. Ikaw nalang ang "in denial".. Tabi po…
Siguro talent to.. Tipong magaling ka maghanap ng facts… Mejo mahirap imaster kasi you might end up "assuming"… Some signs siguro I can suggest: he gives you flowers, he texts you regularly, says I miss you, has concern for you… he may not be sure yet kung itutuloy niya to the next level pero this means "interested" siya.. If after some few months, nag aantay ka parin na itake niya to the next level, drop him like a hot potato! Wala siyang guts! Hahahahaha..

3. Call a friend --> consult someone close to him/her.. Ask mo gusto ba niya ko.. Hahahaha..
naniniwala akong malalaman mo kung anu feelings ng isang tao towards u … kung hindi mo talaga alam, ibig sabihin alanganin din ung taong un … so, wag ka na lng magaksaya ng panahon sa kakaisip at kakaramdam kung anu ba feelings nya … :D

I’d go for suggestion 1, kung alam mo namang ganung tipo din sya ng tao… yung kayang sumagot ng diretso… pero kung hindi, you’d better choose suggestion 2 above and wait for his/her manifestations… hehehe… you’ll know eventually ;)


Syempre the ultimate way ay sabihin directly.. Pero since pa dalaga Filipina image tayo.. e di sabihin mo na lang sa text.. hahahaha .. joke! =P

[Sophie ]
Pano kung sinabi nyang "i like you" pano ka react?

[Doc Binx]
Third question… Tumbling ka? Hahahhaha..
1. Shocked --> parang nanalo ng award
2. yung advise ng ating anonymous texter -->

if sum1 tels 'iluvu'
don't say 'iluvu2'
juz luk at him
& grab his shirt
& say
'ASTIG mo Ah..?'
Bakit.. masarap ka bang humalik?!!'

3. hayyy.. Sabi namin kagabi parang pag close kayo, at friend lang ang turing mo sa kanya.. I humor mo nalang yung sabi niya.. In a good way naman ha, hindi yung sarcastic..sample: pare, ano bayan? We're friends for life.. Sabay change topic.. Hehehehe..
Pero pag type mo rin siya, aba go go go! Blush ng konti.. Look into his/her eyes… "I like you too." basta make sure na yung pagkakasabi niya ng "I like you too" ay may romantic context.. Mamaya mapahiya ka pa e.. Mahirap na..


Act as if nothing happened… hehehe… joke =P Say "thank you" =P hehehe. Pero kung may talent ka to make the mood a little lighter para di kayo mailang sa isa’t isa kapag sinabihan ka nya ng "I like you", gamitin mo na yung talent mo sa pagkakataong iyon! Tsaka ka na magmuni muni kapag mag-isa ka na at wala ka na sa harap nya… hehehe…


madami kasi ibig sabihin I like you.. I like you as a what? As a friend o to the next level friend na? Pero usually when a person tells u na he likes you medyo getting to the I love u part na din naman.. medyo di pa lang siguro sure exactly what he feels.. If you like the other person then tell him! Wala ng pakipot! Go na! Baka mawala pa chance in a lifetime at lumaban laban! Wag bumawi-bawi! Awww! Hehehehe .:) Basta be true to what u feel, kung feel mo he’s sincere and ok naman sya for u (make sure lang na he’s sincere) e di sabihin mo na din what u feel.. Wala naman mawawala pag nagpakatotoo ka.. ;)

[Sophie ]
Pano mo malalaman kung manhid siya o hindi talaga interested?

[Doc Binx]
Manhid means walang pakiramdam.. Hehehehehe.. Taong bato..pag sinampal mo at di siya masaktan manhid yon..pag physically eh dikit ka na ng dikit sa kanya, at wala parin siyang reaction, manhid din yon…..
Walang interes? Siguro youre doing your "part" already.. Ginawa mo na lahat ng pagpapacute, pagpapalipad hangin, pagsabi sa friends niya na "alam mo I like your friend".. Pero wala parin.. Aba ineng, makatunog ka na.. Hes just not into you..

Hmmm… kung manhid man sya or di interested, that’s almost the same case… hehehe… so just accept na ganun lang talaga kayo. Pero kung mabagal lang talaga sya at di marunong magtake ng first step, pasakayin mo ng mrt/lrt! Matuto yung mag-box out!!! Hahaha… =P

nasabi ko na to kagabi.. =P pero seriously, feel mo naman e if a person’s not interested… Basta wag lang magka tanga na kahit ramdam mo na ayaw naman nya sayo naniniwala ka pa ding may chance.. Pero sabagay, sabi nga nila pag may tyaga may nilaga.. Pero yun nga if he’s not interested e why waste ur time di ba! Tsaka yun sa manhid, haller! Gusto mo ba magka bf ng manhid! Baka mamaya sarcastic ka na tapos inaaway mo na akala pa nya nagpapatawa ka lang.. Ganun.. gusto mo ba yun? Hahahaha.. =P

Now a song dedicated for you sophie.. Hit single by Manny Pacquiao.. Para Sa Iyo.. Enjoy!

Doc Binx sings.. "i don't want to wait in vain for your love..." o mas gusto mo TORETE? sige torete nalang.. "Torete.. Torete.. Torete.. "

Paunawa: Lahat ito ay kathang isip ng mga taong di makatulog sa bahay ni Kuya