Live Performance

Got this from one of HT's Magazines. I have been reading magazines and comic books lately.. hehehe.. My poor mind couldn't handle any books without graphical description right now.. hehehe.. Tortured and tormented by the "BEE" hehehe..

I'm not disappointed with the results of the DB ( I didn't expect anything - para hindi masaktan hehehe), but I wasn't THAT eXtatic. Half of it will go to my sisters tuition whether I like it or not. The remaining to the debts I have had since last year from my mom. The rest would help me cope with my everyday living and future appartment rentals, since we are now looking for an appartment to shelter us after the "CUTIEBINX" arrive :D

"I had to do something - my bonus is being tied to performance"

8 below

I'm in love.. hehehe
Blue eyes, dark hair, ripple muscles...
Loyal, fun loving, and born leader..

hehehe...
Stands less than 4ft.. (on all fours )
Plus, he's furry and can stay outside ( freezing point ) for more than 6months.
He's MAX. :D

Tristan + Isolde

why does loving you feel so wrong?

Reasons why I like traggic love stories, the passion and love is there..
but in the end, you have to live and cherish the idea more than the person.. wehehe..

Macey in "bond-age"

Macey inside the operating room..

Hiwalayang Kwerdas at katawan

Feel really upset right now!! Haaaaaay... Grrrr........
Nasira ang gitara na ginagamit ko.
Nahati siya sa dalawang piraso, ang leeg ay humiwalay na sa katawan.

Naiwan ko siya sa sala habang ako ay nagluluto ng hapunan...( kasalanan bang mag luto ng hapunan!!!)
Nadali. Bumagsak. Naghiwalay.
I feel really bad, alam kong kasalanan ko din. (oo na rabubur!! please.. don't rub it in!!!)

It's not mine. My sister owns it for almost 4 years now.
Although I have a guitar... medyo mahirap kasing pakibagayan to.. hay...

Wala na akong gagamitin sa Guitar lessons namin.. =((
Ayaw kong bumili! wala akong pera!!! Shet!! I hate this feeling..

I hate unexpected "accidents" grrrrrrr.......
You have no one to blame!!
Just have to accept it as it is..and deal with it!

BTW, Happy Easter... =( Sorry.. not in the right side of the celebration. =(

Good Friday

It's the time to reflect..

I should have been out yesterday. Papuntang Laiya, Batangas with our kapitbahay(s)*. But since I really feel guilty to go on a trip while I'm on call, I decided to stay at home.

Sad to say.. i'm sick. =(
Imagine me having a fever today at around 3pm.
While the temperature was too hot, I have a very warm comforter around me... =(

Gilmore Girls

After trying so hard to forget RENT songs, I ended up watching Gilmore Girls Marathon in Studio 23.
I have been watching the latest episodes in Channel 23 (every Tuesday) but I got so confused with the current situation.

I think I stopped watching Gilmore Girls when I graduated college. About the same time, Rory entered Yale. I thought she'd go to HARVARD, and end up with Dean.

She did end up with Dean, but as a "lover" not as a wife. Or somewhere in the middle. I really hope I could watch the whole Season 4 to Season 6. Just to find out how, why and when did all this stuff happened.

Between her current Boylaloo and her Ex-Boyps.. I'd pick jess.
Hehehe.. He's mysterious, smart, cute, has a nice taste in books and music and passionate in a very unusual way. Just take me away from here... anywhere but here.. hehehe..


Oh well...Now I'm stuck here waiting for the Gilmore Girls Episodes to be downloaded.
Where you lead.. I will follow..

Rent and Rants

Ok.. I'm soooo into RENT Songs right now..

There's only us, there's only this
Forget regret, or life is yours to miss
No other road, no other way
No day but today

Hindi na to normal!!
I'm part insanely in love...and more like fanatically obsessed.
Waaah.. I have to admit that the movie made me cry.
Tsk! couldn’t help it!

Maybe it's Angel's Passion or the Love between "her" and Collins..
It surpasses taboos and crosses normal borders...
It's a little bit of attraction and a little more of compassion and having a companion.
Maybe...Goes deeper than that..

Haaaayy... Roger.. Roger.. Roger...
Buti nalang sinabi mong mahal mo siya, kung namatay yun! Ay naku! hehehe...

Why is it so hard to share your life to that someone... when you know you have baggage?
Not knowing that that person could have had baggage that goes with him/her?

Hay.. Only to realize (and both of you should have known), that you could help each other carry the baggage?

Hay... Hay... Hay...
I'm in love with musicals.. Theater... theater actor ( YAEL (!?!) =P )

Na miss ko tuloy si Ian...
Stop thinking about it... =S

BOHOL or NOT

Thank God for Tito MEL >>> I'll be going..owwwwwwwwwoooooooohhh Tonight ;)
Pinayagan na ako, meron mang dumating or wala.. yahoo!!!


Feel Bad..
I've been looking forward to this sort of vacation.

Circumstance just have to mess it all up.. Grrr..
I might not or might be joining.. only they can tell... (or whoever will be my counterpart, can only save me... ) =(

Sad sad sad.. we must let go to know what's right..

Oh well, I'll set up flash cards for you to take.. ( different facial expressions.. to remind you of my pasalubong... bwahaha )


Still can't get the soundtrack of RENT off my mind..

RENT

Loved It!! Want to watch it AGAIN and AGAIN...and AGAIN..

Faster and Better

Hindi ko alam kung ikakatuwa ko ang pagkakaroon ng DSL sa bahay...
Lalo ata akong napupuyat... =S
Nababangag sa kakabasa ng mga kung ano anong bagay sa internet.

Patuloy ang aking pakikialam sa buhay ng ibang tao. At tunay nga, kagabi may ilang mga lugar na nakatawag ng aking pansin..

Ilang nanunulat na kinaasaran at pinagtawanan -> Coniotic Retard
( "Disclaimer: Please don't make basa my journal if you find this offensive. Go browse disneyland.com instead. Hope I made it clear. Now, if you still comment on my site, it only means one thing -- you are really one stupid bobo orc!" )

Ilang kinakiligan at binalak sanang subaybayan -> BlogNovela
(I'm Jeff. I have been in love with one girl most of my life. Unfortunately, she was my younger sister's best friend and I was cursed with being her, ahem, "Kuya"... )

At mangilan ngilang hindi ko na kailangan pang bangitin...
Hindi ko alam kung pano ako nakarating jan, ang alam ko lang natawag nila ang pansin ko sa kanilang sinulat.. nakakainis man o makakatuwa..

Isa pa.. alam kong may pasok ako mamayang hapon..(13:00HKT)
Kahit na may DSL na, kailangan akong lumuwas.. Hayy..
Dagdag gastos nanaman sa akin.. pinapasama nila mader dear si kapatid..
Baka daw mamboyz lang ako.. AZZZ IFFF... hehehe..

Over and Out..

BUWAN

Sa aking pag-gising, pangarap kang makita
Pagpintig ng puso mayroong kaba
Di ko mailihim, Ningning sa aking mata
Balang araw, ako'y umaasa

Ika'y makapiling
Sabay ng dalangin at
Pagbilog ng buwan

Paglipas ng araw, pangarap ko'y ganap
Ako'y iyung nasa isip, ako'y hanap-hanap
Di raw panaginip, Sa isang iglap
Magkasama tayo, sa alapaap

Hawak kamay at
Sabay na humahanga sa
Ganda't liwanag ng buwan

Masdan mo giliw, langit sa piling mo
Mundo'y gumaganda, Bawat hinga'y laan sa yo
Sa bawat ihip, at bulong ng hangin ay
Mundo'y iikot lang, sa iyo

Dahil sa pagsubok, lahat ba'y may hanggan
Pag di inukol, walang hahantungan
Hayaan na lang isipin, Hayaang maghangad
Mugto ang matang hawak ko, tangi mong larawan

Habang ako ay
Mag-isang nakatanaw
Sa pag-luha ng buwan

Now What?

Minsan dumadating tayo sa punto ng buhay kung saan, hindi mo na alam kung ano ang dahilan kung bakit ka nasa iyong kinakalagayan.

Isang tipikal na eksena kung saan, ikaw bilang pangunahing tauhan - sa kabila ng lahat ng trabaho, gala, gimik at utang ay bilang mapapabalikwas, mapapatingala at magtatanong. BAKIT?

Heto ka.. nakaharap sa isang makina.. bawat letrang pinipindot mo ang nag uutos sa isang systemang nagpapatakbo ng isang kompanya... pero ano ang naidulot nito sa iyo.. bilang isang tao? maliban sa pinansyal na pag tulong sa iyong makasabay sa naghihikaos na ekonomiya ng bansa, sa di malilimutang mga ala ala kasama ang mga kaibigan at sa mga miminsanang pagkilala sa iyong kakayanan.. Pero ano pa? Tila isang malamig na bangkay na walang pakiramdam. Namamanhid, mas madalas kesa minsan.

Matagal kong pinanalanging makalaya sa "masalimuot" na buhay pagsasanay... Pinangarap mapabilang sa mga kabataang kumikita at sa mga taong manhid na nagpapasan ng buwis na nilulustay ng kung sino mang trapong mapalad na nakalahad ang kamay. Mapasama sa mga lupon ng taong nakakaranas ng mga bagay na sinusulat at binabasa ko lamang.. Inakala kong mas malaya, mas masagana... mas maluwag.

Malapit ng maputol ang isang tanikalang ilang taon ng gumagapos sa katauhan ng isang hamak na nilalang..
Bilango ng isang seldang unti unting kumikitil sa kakayanan at kamalayan.
Hinulma sa isang garapong kristal na sing liwanag ng tubig ulan.

Maraming bagay ang dumaan. Heto pa rin at naiwan..
Sa pagbukas ng bagong kabanata, handa na bang lumaya? Kaya na bang ihakbang ang mga paang namitig sa paghihintay. O sadyang naputol na ang pakpak sa tagal na panahong ito'y higpit na tinali...

Nanginginig na ililinga ang mga mata.. May takot at kaba... Siguro nga hindi muna...
Nanamnamin ang hanging unti unting humahalik sa pisngi....

Gising na sa katatotohan. Handa ng alamin ang kasagutan sa tanong . Handa ng mag dahilan.

Lilipad? maglalakad?? Maari na...pero hindi pa. =)


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sinulat ng taong may DSL na sa bahay..

Pasensya

Sorry... no harm intended. =(

HandWriting

What does your handwriting say about YOU?


The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.


And so, I'm still here at the office.. blabbering at nothing =)

Neon

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I, I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

and every time I see you passing by
I'll just stay here waiting for you
and I will talk to myself
on a lazy Sunday afternoon
and I'll still say that prayer for you
i'll be a little bit proud of me
while trying to be so perfect you'll see
and nothing can compare to
whatever lies out there

Everytime I wait for that bus I wonder...

In life, do we wait for the PERFECT BUS to arrive or are we too afraid of the uncertainty that we'll hop onto the first trip regardless whether that bus will have stop overs or might not journey on to our final destination?

For now, I find it difficult to know if i had chosen the right bus.. Of course I would have been half asleep to notice.

Ice Age - The Meltdown!

Just finished watching ICE AGE.
I'm here back in the office, in front of the computer. (WORK??? Of course not!!!)

Rumi had some unfinished business... and needs some morale support. =P
Kinakarir ang spot awards.. heheheh..
Baka mabalatuhan lang sakali.. wehehe..

Manny is My Hero!!
Wala lang.. parang ang sarap sabing mammoth..
manny the mammoth.. mammoth.. MAMMOTH.. :D

Pano na ako.. Wee the whale? wee the wawwoth? hahaha..

I'm so loving him.. and DIEGO!!!

Gusto ko pa ulit manood... I really recommend the movie!
I feel like floating.. "I believe I can fly" ...

And Just when you think you're in heaven...nahh.. just watch the movie...
It's too good! wouldn't want me to spoil the fun, right??! =)


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"You have to let go of the past
for you to move on to the future"

Annual Family - Office - Outing

Summer nanaman!! Yep! Parang kailan lang galing ako sa Batangas para magpakintab ng kulay. Ngayon, andito nanaman ako sa Laguna kasama ng buong angkan namin. Same place, same people. Hindi man ako kasama sa opisina nila. Kailangan ko pa din mag ambag ng ice cream and drinks! Haaayy.. budget budget!! =S

Pagbungad pa lang, halo halong bati na ang natangap ko. Pero this time, hindi naman bf ang hanap nila sa akin... hindi nila tinantanan ang ideyang MATABA na ako.. Hallerr!!! Atchara nalang daw ang kulang..=(( Iniisip ko tuloy, kung mabuti pang BF nalang ang hanap nila, kesa ako ang napagdidiskitahan. Mas sanay ata ako sa mga ganung hirit kesa sa banat ng ATCHARA at salbabida!
Normal naman ako ah... =(

Ganun pa man, kahit gustong gusto ko ng matulog sa bahay at awayin ang DIGITEL dahil sa napaka bulok na sistema ng kanila pagkakabit ng linya ng DSL, kailangan kong manatili at makisaya sa aking mga kapamilya. =) Required!

Kaina ko lang din naalala..Nalimutan ko ang pinangako ko kay Mama Jode.. Sayang! Hirap talaga ng may memory leak...o memory Gap? hmm... Sorry Jode.. bawi nalang ako... next gig (?) hehehe..

Maaga naman kaming nakauwi. Mahinahon kaming naghiwahiwalay. Matino ko pang nakausap ang mga tao at nakapag ayos pa ako ng hapunan.

I thank GOD na hindi na siya katulad ng dati. Basta, mas panatag ang kalooban ko.. hindi katulad last year.

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God heard my prayers...Thank You!