Migration - Hibernation

I love the current weather. I feel sooo lazy! I just want to snuggle here with my pillow and my cuddly comforter. Unfortunately, my cutie pamangkin dropped by. Sa sobrang cute nya, napalayas ako sa kinahihigaan ako. So I had to switch from the "sofa" to the bed. Both mama and papa were all over the kid! Sus me! kailangan nyo ba ng apo?! Either nagseselos lang ako, or nagambala lang talaga ang tulog ko. hehehe.. Cute ka talaga Jopay!

Sa sobrang katamaran ko, feel ko wala akong na-achieve for the whole day. Except go to church and watch T.V.

Two points I realized today:

1.) Mahirap maging manhid.

I forgot what were the exact words of the priest.. But these lines struck me:
ang taong laging pagod, hindi na nakakaramdam ng pagod
ang taong laging naiinitan, hindi na nakakaramdam ng init
...
ang taong manhind, wala ng mararamdaman, wala ng kinakatakutan..

Sometimes when you've been hurt a lot, your tendency is to build a wall between those people who have hurt you. You freeze your heart, and lock away the love. In doing so, you also block away the feelings that the other people around radiate.

Alam kong minsan nakakamanhid na pag parati mong ginagawa o laging ginagawa sa iyo ang mga bagay na ayaw mo. I don't know if it's for the better, pero minsan mahirap ding maging manhid. You'll never know if an opportunity came; you might be too busy shutting other people down to notice.

2.) I want to go to Germany

I saw this show on T.V. that featured GERMANY. Nothing really special.. I just want to go there. Parang ang saya mag adventure! Ung tipong may map ka pang hawak. hahaha. I know I'll look stupid and I'd probably get lost. Pero, that's my kind of adventure. Something new!

Sabi nila papa, why not go there to work. Hehehe.. Sabi ko lang.. Not yet. Not now! Pero someday, soon!

I have plans, sana matupad. After my 25th birthday, I'll travel wherever I want to go. By then, my sister should have graduated from La Salle. Hahaha.. (Pwede na ako mag paligaw! – as in mawala!)

Dudoy and Rumi will be joining me on my Euro Trip hopefully on May 2009!

Ang sarap talaga mangarap! =)

For now, I'm looking forward to our BOHOL TRIP! (AUG 9-12) See yah!